Sunday, 11 April 2010


My intake for today is a beautiful, empty, 0. Absolutely nothing. That weird taste's back in my mouth too.

I read the Openers and the first chapter of Wasted by Marya Hornbacher online, and now I really want to finish, but unfortunately I can't find a free way to download it like I did with Wintergirls. I know, downloading stuff is wrong and bad, but I don't want to pay for a downloadable version - there's something about that I just downright object to, even though I don't know what it is or why - and I don't particularly want to buy a hard copy because my mam will wonder what it is, I'll have to tell her, she'll wonder why I'm reading it, worry, pay more attention to me, I'll have to eat, I'll get fatter...

You know the drill. So I'm thinking sometime on Monday, I'll quickly sneak out of the house for about half an hour to go to the library and see what books on EDs I can find, because there are a few I want to read:

Wasted by Marya Hornbacher,
Second Star on the Right by Deborah Hautzig,
Skinny by Ibi Kaslik,
Life-Size by Jenefer Shute,
Good Girls Do Swallow by Rachael Oakes-Ash,
Thin by Grace Bowman,
Hunger Point by Jillian Medoff,
Feeling For Bones by Bethany Pierce.

If anyone has read any of these and recommend any in particular, please tell me which ones I should go for. I know I definitely want Wasted, so try to pick different ones please :)


Sun-Lit~ said...

I havent read any of them either-I want to, but I have the same problem as you :/
Where did you download Wintergirls? If you could tell me I would really appreciate it :D
Well done for not eating anything to! 0 is such a perfect number...I wish I could live on it everyday
Thanks, love Sun-lit~ x

Julie&Mina said...

Hey ohhh wasted is soo good i couldnt find anywhere to download it either :(

where did you download wintergirls?

x Julie

Anonymous said...

Ohh i havent read any of them, ive read another ed book but i cannot remember the name im so frustrated. However there is one called a perect 10 by chris higgins but thats not as good. I also started reading wintergirls and wasted online but i couldnt find the whole versions.. where did you find wintergirls because i want to read it so much. Stay strong x

iwannabeweightless said...

I was just wondering could you e-mail me weightless?
My address is
I'm really interested in reading at as a friend has told me to and well, apparently it may help me.
Thanks :)

Neurotica said...

I got Wintergirls from here

Wasted by Marya Hornbacher from here

I've been looking for the others but can't find any