Monday, 11 January 2010

It's no wonder you're a fat failure for fuck's sake. Where has all your control gone, your ability to not be tempted by food for over two weeks?

This time you cannot eat, THAT IS IT. No excuses, no starting over the next day, FINISHED.

YOU WILL NOT EAT.
YOU WILL NOT EAT.
YOU WILL NOT.
FUCKING.
EAT.

Everything you take from the kitchen, you spray with deodorant and shove it under your bed. You won't eat it, NO YOU WILL NOT.

You've been fucking up BIG TIME lately, but it's school again tomorrow and the routine will be back, no exceptions to this one simple rule:

YOU WILL NOT EAT.

Your weight at the minute is appalling, you FAT FAT failure. You've been invited out on the 22nd - good for you, right?

WRONG.

You absolutely CANNOT go if you are not at a new low weight by then. That gives you ten/eleven days to drop 5/6 pounds. GET FUCKING TO IT AND STOP MESSING UP.

You do not want to eat.
You hate eating.
Therefore you aren't going to eat until you pass out.

You aren't allowed tea anymore, that is your punishment. It's water or nothing from now on.

Waste away. Self destruct.

Do anything but eat!

3 comments:

Aimee said...

Keep the self control, you can do this!
You can deffinately drop 5 or 6 pounds in eleven days.
Stay strong x

Gabie said...

You can do it :]
I have faith. We all lose ourselves, routine is a good thing as well.
xx
Gabie <3

jessicajones said...

Hello my name is Jessica Jones, and I am doing a documentary on eating disorders with a group of my fellow peers, the good and the bad. Personally, I see great control with how you live, and I would love to ask you a few questions. I have read your blog and the information you put up about yourself. My documentary will run on television, and will be looking at the pros and cons of the Pro-Ana way of life. If you are at all interested in being interviewed via e-mail or ichat please e-mail me back or give me a call. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.

Jessica Jones

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